Living Without People

by Renouncer

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Autumn Rivers B-Sides or not, Living Without People is a great companion EP to an amazing album. I agree that these songs do best in their own collection. While Living With People is mostly minor key, Living Without People is major key, giving a *major* shift in tone, wink wink. Even still, if you liked anything from Living With People, you'll love this companion EP. Favorite track: Once In A Blue Mood.
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1.
Resolution 04:38
I hated writing songs in major keys It always seemed so trite to me But now I see complexity ain't what it's all about I hated calling people on the phone And when it rang I'd always groan But I've been getting better at it, I don't really mind I woke one morning feeling awkward The sense never really faded It only ever complicated my affairs But if you all care enough about me To send me birthday wishes Then I guess the vicious slings and arrows Of outrageous fortune And the emotional extortion That have plagued me all these years Might finally start to disappear And I guess that's what they mean by growing up That's what they mean by maturation A tall ship off the southern coast of Maine A city gleaming in the rain A house that looks upon a town ringed with green patchwork hills Are where I made some crucial memories Never had some great epiphany But if you want to work things out you've got to work them out yourself Of course it's easier with helpers But you won't ever find them Unless you're ready with a smile and outstretched hands And though I always sorta knew that I never really did that Till the last possible second but it's Better late than never All the times I tried to sever The superficial ties I had And wondered how come I'm so sad I never realized to see with eyes unclouded by hate Was the way to fix it Today I rise to do the work of a human being I never realized it would be done so easily Today I rise to do the work of a human being I never realized it would be done so easily
2.
The Sticks 04:31
Bluish-grey hung the sky that night I could pick out all the stars I was shaken from my stupor by The crunching ice beneath the cars Thought I'd hitch a ride but changed my mind I was steady on my feet So I trudged along the highwayside As the wind pushed through the trees I came to civilization As I always knew I would A warm-lit room, a familiar tune I almost took a seat, but then I stood I saw chips on shoulders, bands in hair Nervous hands, hesitant smiles I felt conspicuous just standing there I thought I'd stay for a short while I started feeling something new to me Like an ever-after end I was relishing the company Outside the wind picked up again I declared my story over The loose ends all redone But I didn't hear how the wind drew near Or the shingles coming loose one by one Some time later I Found myself on the frozen ground by a fallen ceiling light I looked around We were still there But the smiles didn't reach the eyes or hide the fear The road stretched out Into the night And this ruined room fades into the gloom as the faces pass out of sight
3.
You own just two things The present and your memory So don't lose one in the other They're all you have But I am starting To not believe in poetry Poetry or fiction And it makes me sad A day long gone now I had nothing left to lose Well, one thing left to lose And just one track And life was simple Along a 2D surface A clear-cut sense of purpose And I can't go back Losing track of the ways that I've reiterated this phrase In hopes of coming to a sort of resolution But parsing out all the good from all the what-ifs and that which should have been Is not an easy thing in execution I gave up my journal I couldn't keep it straight Too many plotlines To weave and separate And casting dreams in words in themes won't see them realized Late October That was the happy ending The closure that I'd wanted I was content And then November Bore down on me with a vengeance It wasn't that ironic But I thought so then You own just two things The present and your memory And anything besides that Will take its toll Wish I could lose it With all its useless meaning Renounce those awful feelings Regain control On a trip to the mall around when winter came for us all We piled into a car and sang with "Angelina" Gazing out at the snow, a tiny room is warm with the glow of string lights Dozing off to sounds of ocarina From moment to moment I try to make it work But even in sunlight I know the cruel night lurks And summer rain won't wash the stain of longing from the soul Life is living with people Life is becoming people Life is living with people Life is becoming people

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Living Without People is a short collection of songs I omitted from my debut album, Living With People -- mainly because I didn't think they fit thematically, or would disrupt the flow of the album in some way. So, think of it as a companion piece or something.

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released November 13, 2020

Thanks to yatoimtop for the artwork and to Daniel for letting me borrow his acoustic (once again).

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Renouncer Seattle, Washington

Born on an artichoke farm in Iowa, Renouncer's love of music began at a young age when he saw Philip Glass trip and fall while entering a Costco. Picking up his grandfather's PRS Silver Sky at the tender age of 26, his passion for punk rock led him to NYU's Tisch School of the Arts, where he networked for 7 years before growing tired of Manhattan's humdrum parochiality. He now lives in Seattle. ... more

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